So I am doing surprisingly well, although I lost a dearly loved animal early this year and it has been very hard; I am taking Abilify and it seems to be the wonder drug for me, anyway, although I do deal with some restlessness. I want to recommend listening to binaural beats or isochronic tones on Youtube. I find them calming and helpful, and when I was not on medicine several years ago they were even helping me. Has anyone else success stories to share? I have more positive thoughts and though I'm still as socially anxious and avoidant as ever, I'm not as depressed, and have things that genuinely make me happy. As in, I am happy with my life. Positive thoughts to all of you.