I am tired,fed up ,bored of doing the same things and going to the same places.Lonely,fed up of being on my own,and my life is stagnant,going nowhere.I don't see as much of my niece as I'd like.Apart from her there is no one,meeting people feels like a chore.I hate being all alone but I don't like mixing and having to socialise either.When I do try to make friends,at least always in the past,I attract users who abuse me and think I am stupid and gullible.Maybe God wants me to be alone this life?I feel unloved and unwanted.