Yes, I do know and understand how you are feeling... I feel that way a lot of the time. It does help knowing there are others, but I had to finally make myself go to a doctor and do something for myself. I thought my worrying was normal; it wasn't. I have OCD and I worry about everything, but lately I have been fixated my boyfriend, and we have been dating over a year. It may not be normal for everyone but 'we' worry. I can literally drive myself into a frenzy, to a point where I just want to scream, or something, anything. And I do get those feelings where I think there are signs telling me of the past, present, and future. I have dreams and think they are signs....I trip over something and it must be a sign... But, I have learned that they're not or I'd probably be a millionaire... Not signs, just thoughts.

But, you should really think about going and getting something that will help you. If you ever need to talk, I am here and so are all of the others. I see that a lot of the people here have come to terms with what they're going through. I still haven't but I am working on it, and something will work for you, too.

Keep your chin up! Things have to get better!