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Originally Posted by Sisabel
Every Sunday evening I just dread that I have to go back to work. I wonder if a lot of people feel this way?
I’ve been waiting months to transfer. Who knows when or if the transfer will happen.
The place just makes me anxious and wears me out mentally and emotionally.
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I saw your new thread about changes and sticking it out.
I wanted to extend my gratitude for having such a thread. Though, I'm still under a certain amount of stress, since first discovering your thread in November-i think, I've been able to tap into the dread that I was feeling. Much has happened since then and I'm sure the rough patch is yet to be over, but your other newer thread, I'm choosing to battle through this.
I'm owning my discomfort. Sure there is discomfort but it can be empowering to acknowledge that as it is and take steps, whether by reaching out -albeit an appointment date hasn't come forth-to HR. Telling others what my experience has been like, to better record keeping and moving forth with acknowleding the need to use more assertive/direct/non passive communication and also bouncing things off my T.
I'm choosing to stop dismissing my dread, see it for what it is and approach my days with a bit more purpose since the dread and drain was coming from places internally that I try typically to me to dismiss since it's more about personality conflict that when I brush off leaves me as appearing aloof and even more of a target. Unexpected boundary needs, indeed.