I have now doubled the prescribed amount of xanex and still don’t feel like I’ll be sleeping. I paged the on call doc at exactly 1:15. I still have not received a return call (I’ve called them 3 or 4 times in the past and they’ve always called back within a 1/2 hour or so). I have no idea what happened but I feel I’m in a predicament. Am I making too big a deal of this? Should I just let myself stay awake? Take more unauthorized xanex (or take klonapin which I just stopped last week) or try to page them again? If I try to page them again, how long should I wait?
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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