Me : you knew what. I feel embarrassed any the feelings I have for here/you.

T: yes,, that's because your mother would never allow you to have those feelings and if you did she'd tell you that they were wrong to have.

I said I feel cared for here. Do other people come because their mothers didn't care?
T said, not everyone. Some come because their mothers cared to much. Didn't give them the space they required. There's many scenarios to that relationship.

I find it very hard to openly let T know, that I do know that she cares and that I like it.