I'm so sorry, Macd123 Is there anything we can do to help you? Please don't give up. Life can be enjoyed even when we feel "old". I think it's mostly a matter of our state of mind. So don't think you're too old to do something! Do you have any hobbies? What do you like to do in your free time? Perhaps you could start from there. Feel free to PM me anytime. Let me know if I can do something to help you. Sending many hugs to you