I dont think anyone is trying to accuse you of lying. its just that we have been following your posts. in them you jump from thinking you have this mental disorder or that one, ask questions about that disorder and then a bit later you tell us your therapist has diagnosed you with that at some point then you tell us that you dont believe what the therapist is telling you, that you read about the problem and you dont believe you fit it, then you move on to another disorder or problem and do the same thing again where you jump in to wondering if you have this or that disorder, ask question, therapist tells you, you have it then you dont believe it then confess you have read about it....

no one here is saying you are lying. just that there is a well known problem that happens with some people where when they read or hear about a problem their mind somehow incorporates what they are reading or hearing about as their own.

kind of like when I was pregnant a friend of mine started having pregnancy symptoms. she was not pregnant and she wasnt faking it. her mind was making her body have whats called sympathy symptoms.

for some reason that you may not know yet your mind may be causing you to do this with out realizing it too, only with mental disorders.

my suggestion is to talk with your treatment providers they will explain to you why you are having these strange thoughts at bed time...

on the not knowing what little shroomy is.... its a slang term that drug addicts use when they are talking about magic mushrooms.

if you have ever done drugs or know someone who does drugs and uses magic mushrooms then thats where your mind has heard that sentence at one time or another whether you were consciously aware of hearing or knowing about magic mushrooms. tip maybe you can go back through your past posts and see if there are any past posts that talk about drugs, weed and magic mushrooms/ shrooms.

if you live in a location that has legalized marijuana then you have also been exposed to commercials and information about various drugs including "shrooms" "magic mushrooms" because many of these places are also trying to get them legalized.

there is also an adult comic book and cartoon that contains a character called "lttle shroomy" that gets seen and talked about...

my point it is very common and possible to hear and know about this just simply if you watch tv or internet tv or internet videos and video clips, "little Shroomy" even appears in facebook memes.

my suggestion is if you continue to have what you call strange thoughts contact your treatment providers they will be able to help you with this.