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I am trying to reduce the interactions with my parents to minimal, but I don't want to cut ties because I don't think I can live with the feeling of guilt and regret the rest of my life. I think sometimes that they are humans and have their own weaknesses and probably did their best and didn't know better. I am trying to deal with my feelings and emotions and past memories in a more positive way to live my life instead of dwelling in the past.
Comparing myself with others makes me feel old and late. It makes me feel I have wasted the last 15 years of my life. I made mistakes, and I regret them, but I cannot change the past. Now I need to accept the facts, and move on.
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