I went to T on monday, my T said she didnt know something I was talking about and to send her the link. I did it but she didnt reply all day. I thought she may respond on tuesday but I didnt hear from her all day.
so when that evening I had to communicate her about a meeting we should have gone, and she kept not responding and I saw that she had disabled the note in whatsapp saying the last time the user was online I started getting scared something happened.

Then finally she said she was busy and she'll write me later but I waited all night and she didnt. I kept waking up worried a bad news had come or that she would have said something bad happened etc. Hoping the message would have come later, but it didnt.

This morning I was drained. Wondering if I would have had to sit there in front of the door crying because she wasnt there, or what? But she was there.

At first I didnt want to enter, then when I tried explaining it all, I started crying (not my thing), but she was there and totally surprised she had activated so many feelings in me. She said she was sorry. I was a bit angry too but the scared part was the overwhelming one.

We talked about it a lot, and she was sorry and I was relieved, mad, sad, exhausted etc.

How do you deal with the humanity of Ts?