I'm so sorry, Pinocchio46 I understand how you feel. Unfortunately this kind of thing can happen, and it's really no one's fault. It just happens. From what you wrote, I have no reason to doubt that when she's saying she's dealing with some personal issues, she's probably telling the truth. Just try to be respectful of her wishes like you're already doing. Don't worry, I don't think she hates you or anything like that. If she did, she'd probably just avoid you altogether, but from what you wrote, it sounds like she's still talking to you sometimes. If you have doubts about this, I'd suggest to talk to her about this and see how it goes from there. Maybe that could help. But I wouldn't worry too much. Just try not to take it too personally. Things can change. I'd suggest to try to move on as well. You seem like a kind and caring person, so I'm sure you'll be able to make new friends pretty easily. Remember that we're here for you as well. I know it's not the same thing as having a support system IRL, but at least it's something. I'm here for you as well. Feel free to PM me anytime. Let me know if I can do something to help you. Wish you good luck! Let us know how it goes. Sending many hugs to you