So, I don't believe I have DID. Do I have alters? Well I can't explain it all any other way, so yeah I guess I do. Maybe OSDD? Even then I don't really believe it. What if this is just psychosis?

A week ago, I was accepting(ish). Now I'm back to thinking I must be making this up. I keep searching online for answers, but everywhere I go contradicts the last article or forum I read.

And how can memory integration happen naturally? It must not be real. None of it.

How the hell do I know?