Dissociation has many forms not necessairely multiple identities. I have dissociation and I feel I can assume different prespectives on life easily, althought I don't easily recall my past (recent or not) I can remember it. What I mean to say is I behave differently from moment to moment and I feel disconected with the person I was recently in the past, but I know it is me who was there. I consider DID an extreme with a very disruptive behaviour.
I am familiar, though, with the situation of finding myself different from everybody else and not being able to find answears in the internet. I find labeling myself with a diagnosis very limitating, I a complex, I am a mix of symptoms with a root on a forget past cause.