Hello,
I used to work as a legal secretary but I got sick 2 years ago and I lost my physical strength that I had before. So it is very hard for me now to continue doing this work, which is stressful and demanding.
I decided to work from home through the internet.
I started a blog where I publish inspirational quotes and my photography of my city.
However, I cannot come to terms with the fact that I dont work in an office anymore. I feel some kind of guilt and emptiness. When you work in an office- you are surrounded with people all day, you communcate and you contribute to some kind of collective work. When I work alone, I feel a little bit out of place... I dont even know why. I lack motivation. I lack maybe "recognition" of peers... as I spend most of the days alone.
But mostly, I guess I feel guilty that I dont work in an office anymore and I dont know why.. after all it is my life and my choice! Why should I feel guilty? Before whom?? nobody cares.
So I dont know what to do to make myself feel better.
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