I had similar happen to me a while ago. I know its not the same situation as you but... it all worked out for me in the end. Im still here adn Im doing better.

It sounds like things are pretty rough for you. I know its hard to trust when you have just... that sinking fear in your stomach telling you not to- but I really do think everyone is trying to help you just make things... a little bit easier.

Take care of yourself and try not to get too anxious. Just take it one step at a time