I just want it to get better and to stpp being so different and beable to work and have a life...

I hate what i am
i dont hate myself... just dont like this one bit...


Im tired, so tired... like i just cant move exhausted kind of tired
at times i dont have energy to get out of bed to use the bathroom or eat/drink or talk...


How is someone supposed to have a job and other responsibilities like this..?



I guess i have to try force myself to call them, i just dont want even to think about this stuff anymore...
Much less talk about it and try to explain stupid things

but i have no choice do i...? 😢