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Originally Posted by elevatedsoul
I just want it to get better and to stpp being so different and beable to work and have a life...
I hate what i am
i dont hate myself... just dont like this one bit...
Im tired, so tired... like i just cant move exhausted kind of tired
at times i dont have energy to get out of bed to use the bathroom or eat/drink or talk...
How is someone supposed to have a job and other responsibilities like this..?
I guess i have to try force myself to call them, i just dont want even to think about this stuff anymore...
Much less talk about it and try to explain stupid things
but i have no choice do i...? 😢
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Does it help if I tell you I feel the same? The chronic anxiety just sucks all energy for life away. I hate what I've become, and I'm ashamed for anyone to know what I am.
Your things aren't stupid, they're complicated and confusing and painful.
I don't have names, either, and that really confuses me a lot. I just know who I am at the time, but it's still me, but it's not.
I'm very curious about how others define themselves and names.