My t asked what I did last night. I told her a combination of surfing the web, pacing, and, mostly, dancing. I was too wrapped up in my head to do much more than that anyway. She thought that was funny. I ****ing love to dance when I am manic (I also swear about 95% more, ha)! I just get so lost in music. My husband says I always listen to Ani Difranco when I’m manic and that it is also the only time I listen to her, lol. Anyone else love to dance while manic? How do you spend your energy if you aren’t psychotic?
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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