Has anyone suggested BPD to you before? No, I mentioned it to WV T and she kinda chuckled and told me I'm not getting out of my meds that easily. She never really said no though. When I left I was mood disorder NOS. WV never pushed AP's though until my last month there. I put myself on the prn full time on my cross country trip. I've been on an AP since. My first Pdoc/T here had me labeled as bipolar and PD nos. when I first moved here. PD nos was dropped when I brought up that it came up on my paper work.

How do you feel about that diagnosis? The I’m borderline, ptsd, depression with anxiety ? I feel that new T is just focusing on my control issues and self harm. It's hard to not be embarrassed to explain what I'm experiencing especially when she asks if I'm really telling her I'm hallucinating. I'm like "NOPE" and dropped it as fast as I could.