You are still very young. When I read your post about being old on that other sub-forum, I thought you were twice the age that is - I know now - your actual age. What can you do now to stop regretting what you did or did not do in the past and start protecting that future you, the BN-who-will-be-80-years-old, from regretting that he did nothing of value and nothing enjoyable during his prime years?

You also should realize that some people create a social network facade for themselves that does not reflect the true state of affairs and true station of their inner lives either.

Can you volunteer on this site - e.g. helping teens who are struggling?