Probably more accurately bisexual with possibly a same-sex preference. But I would say that I have self-hatred over the fact that I'm sexual at all. Imagine how much better my life would be if I had no sexual thoughts and desires. I'd be able to concentrate better and not get distracted. I could get more work done and not have sexual thoughts/attraction to people. I could be in relationships with no expectations of having sexual needs met because I wouldn't have any. I could just meet their needs and not feel any resentment towards them.