Saw pdoc. My mother caught on I was not doing well so wouldn't even let me drive myself to the appointment. Pdoc assessed me an immediately arranged a bed and got my mother to take me to the hospital over the road. Now I am admitted and in my room. Trapped and very frightened. Told my nurse on intake that I don't feel safe here as someone is out to get me. She was surprised and told me the usual, 'you'll be safe here'. She has no idea how I feel.

My pdoc immediately gave me 10mg of Zyprexa and 10mg of Diazepam. I feel nothing after an hour. My pdoc will come in later to officially admit me but apart from that all I can do is distract myself.