I'm so sorry, emma345 I agree with all the others about trying volunteering or some kind of activity that allows you to connect with people. We all need to socialize so I think what you're feeling is pretty normal. I wouldn't worry too much about it. Do you have any hobbies? What do you like to do in your free time? Perhaps you could start from there and join some clubs or activities based on your interests. Please don't give up. Socializing is hard, but it can be done. Try to hang on. You can do this! You're strong, I know that. I believe in you. Remember that we're here for you as well if you want to talk. We'll listen to what you have to say. We care about you. Keep writing here if it helps. I'm here for you as well. Feel free to PM me anytime. I'm always available if you need to talk. Wish you good luck! Let us know how it goes. Sending many hugs to you