Mine did too and so do I. I was very reluctant to go see him again after our big rupture.... and I did anyway simply so I could at least share my thoughts on it, but it ended up bringing us closer, and yes it was a bit hard to trust him in one sense, but I also, in the end became more comfortable and trusting with him than ever before, of course part of that was me stupidly believing he wouldn't leave me

I don't think bring up old things over and over again is helpful though. I think had I brought up the rupture stuff months later and over and over, he would have gotten annoyed or distant, just as I would if someone did it to me. We were both the kind of "lets move past it" types... and thats why it worked so well for us