I'm so sorry, Under*Over I agree with all the others. There's nothing wrong with you or your interests, and the fact that people are making fun of you says a lot more about them than it does about you. Please don't be so hard on yourself. Keep doing the things you love. They are important to you, and that's all it matters. It's perfectly normal to be hurt by such comments. Just try to not obsess yourself over it. They're not worth it, trust me when I say that. I'm so sorry you're hurting. Please don't give up. I know things seem pretty bad right now, but trust me when I say that they can get better. I hope you'll feel better soon. Try to hang on. You can do this! You're strong, I know that. Keep fighting. Remember that we're here for you if you need it. We'll listen to what you have to say and won't judge you. Feel free to vent here as much as you want. I'm here for you as well if you need it. Feel free to PM me anytime. Let me know if I can do something to help. Sending many hugs to you