I'm so sorry, HopefullyLost1211 I can relate to what you wrote. I feel a sense of dread as well when it gets dark. I don't know what may be the cause, unfortunately. Maybe it's because I know the day is over and tomorrow is going to be another busy day. Or maybe I just don't like the dark. Perhaps it just affects our moods. I'm sorry I don't have a lot of advice to give. I feel like these things are relatively normal though. Not everyone is a morning or night person. You're definitely not alone in this. I guess we just need to carry on with our day and find new ways to cope with it. It's not easy, I know. But it can be done. Please don't give up. Remember that we're here for you if you need it. We'll listen to what you have to say and won't judge you. Feel free to vent here as much as you want. Keep writing here if it helps. I'm here for you as well if you need it. Feel free to PM me anytime. Let me know if I can do something to help you. Wish you good luck! Let us know how it goes. Sending many hugs to you