Absolutely! When I am manic I frequently have this issue. I almost always have bizarre obsessions and several times I’ve been so obsessed with someone (usually an older female) that I have once felt the need to apologize for stalking her but insisting that I couldn’t help it and offering to have my husband hide my labtop (that was before we did everything in our phones). It is very embarrassing in hindsight but it is something I feel I have zero control over. Even my husband tries to step in early on if he notices a trend starting now.
It’s not always real life people for me either. I have also had total obsessions with Mary Tyler Moore (who did actually become my mentor once it slowed down) and Molly Shannon.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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