I felt good again today,I wasn't depressed ,at least I wasn't seriously depressed.more sad.I don't feel good 100%,today I found out I can't get CCTV on instalments,I have to pay upfront in full,so I have to start saving.This upset me and now I am sad.But I am coping better than I thought I would.The weather has been really cold which I don't like,and they say it might snow heavy in our area tonight.I am waiting till tomorrow to see if it is ok to go out,if the roads are clear enough.