And once again, good job for eliminating social media from your life. You are correct for today's society being easily shaped by how many likes they get or by pushing the envelope of what is suitable.

As you mentioned in one of my recent posts "Addressing the World's Bias Toward Extroversion", we don't have to go through life alone. But on the flip side, I think its totally ok for you to balance out time between social life and "me" time. Of course it's dangerous to spend so much time to the point where it leads you to emotional instability but there's no limit on how long you can process in your own thoughts and words what has happened in your life so far, instead of being surrounded by more people who might push you further down a hole.

To encourage you there are plenty of articles I have found about the tremendous success of "late bloomers"! You are not alone!