Honestly I feel so lethargic. I had to gather enough energy just to write this. Depression comes and then it goes. Today I told my mom i didn’t want a manicure she got mad and said I’m being depressed again. Which I am but sometimes I don’t like how my family will care then the next minute throw it in my face. It’s almost like I can’t really tell anyone how I feel. Today I felt like dying but I can’t I must go on. Plus today I felt exhausted but I had to do Instacart with my mom since I damaged her car door and don’t have a job so she’s been making me go to work with her. I don’t mind bc. Did damage the door it wasn’t purposely but still. I just wanna know if others can relate because I feel like everything is a chore like even walking!