Here is the email I was referring to if it eases your mind any. This situation was a major factor in helping me come to terms with my illness:

"I have developed an unhealthy attachment to you. I've been trying to explain this to you, but I didn't even understand the problem. When relating to most people, I do have a filter and I can recognize what is normal and abnormal, acceptable and unacceptable behavior. But sometimes I develop unhealthy attachments. I have done this since I can remember. I am afraid this is what is becoming of me to you. I can stop emailing you--I may tell my husband to hide my laptop, but I have been rehearsing conversations with you out loud, almost incessantly, when I am alone. And I have thought of you as being almost superhuman.”