We all love you here, qwerty68 You're a good friend to many, I'm sure of that. I'm so sorry you're hurting so much. Please don't give up. You're valuable. You deserve to live. Try to hang on. Remember that we're here for you if you need us. Feel free to vent here as much as as you want. We'll listen to what you have to say and won't judge you. I'm here for you as well if you need it. Feel free to PM me anytime. Let me know if I can do something to help you. Sending many hugs to you