Its been a long while. Things never look up ever since I got warded last time for suicide attempt. It felt like a punishment, and i came out a worst person than before.

Almost everyone out there were looking to prey on my emotional vulnerabilities after i got out. I was gossiped maliciously and used for laughter everywhere. It accumulated and almost spiralled out of control at one point in time. They just wont leave me alone in their malicious conversations.

I have been planning on stabbing myself to end it all at somewhere remote, depending on how things go.