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Originally Posted by mountainstream
I always thought I would die young. There must be ways of dying young. There are people I’ve known who are strong. Abuse has made them stronger. But abuse has made me more fragile. I have no right to take up any of the resources which should be for those who are strong and deserving. I have been told this by service providers. They are not wrong. I am weak and undeserving. I was born that way, I suppose.  |
Those service providers are not right!
I don't think abuse makes you stronger or weaker, it hurts you deeply inside and it is not your fault. Moreover, what does it mean to be weak or strong? are you a better human for being "strong" or more deserving? aren't those "weaker" in need of more help? Don't they deserve it more?
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Crazy, inside and aside
Meds: bye bye meds
CPTSD and some sort of depression and weird perceptions
"Outwardly: dumbly, I shamble about, a thing that could never have been known as human, a
thing whose shape is so alien a travesty that humanity becomes more obscene for the vague resemblance."
I have no mouth and I must scream -Harlan Ellison-