I agree with the above post. You are the sweetest person on this forum. I see your posts and it warms my heart and makes me smile. Please don’t give up on yourself. You are not a failure or a burden. Please be gentle and kind to yourself. You deserve that. You have done something worth remembering in your life - you make a difference and touch lives every time you post my friend. What you do matters. Sending big hugs and supportive vibes.