Seriously thinking of putting my scale out in the garage in the trunk of my car. I doubt if I'll use it then. I feel better when I weight myself less. Been starting to weigh every day and feeling obsessive about it.

Generally feel down but not distraught. I feel like I should be bullet-proof but I'm not. I have been having thoughts of getting drunk, eating a lot of junk, too. It won't change my life but will hurt my health.

I hope you all have a productive weekend.