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Originally Posted by MickeyCheeky
I'm not good at anything. That's not an exaggeration, it's true. I'm doomed to be a failure. I'm actually a failure already. What's the point of studying if I know I'm going to fail anyway? I don't even like what I'm doing. That's not what I want to do in my life. But I have no other choice. I'm stuck with it. That's why I know I'm doomed. I'm just a burden on other people's shoulders. I'm so sorry to have disappointed so many people. I'm sorry for existing. I didn't deserve your trust, or my parents' trust, or anyone's trust. I'm just a disappointment and a failure. I haven't accomplished anything worth remembering in my life. I know I never will. I'm just a pathetic person. I'm so sorry, everyone.  |
I'm sorry it's so awful, MickeyCheeky.
You're steadfastly supportive of so many people here and always jumping in to help newcomers. Your posts are really great!
You don't have to be sorry for everything. Even if it were true, failing isn't a betrayal of trust. Knowingly choosing to hurt someone is a betrayal of trust. I know myself how terrible repeated failures are. It's hurts you; But it is not you.
I read an article about what people look for in potential friends (not just acquaintances). The number one thing? Not accomplishment, or intelligence, or skills. What topped the list was kindness.
You are remembered, and well.
And you don't fail at everything, you just can't see it right now.
Maybe get some people who know you IRL to give you a list of good things about you. It's hugely awkward I know, but the answers are often quite moving.
Sorry, I should hold back on advice unless asked ... but we are here for you. You are a good and admirable person.
