thanks so much under-over. Sorry the chasing cars song triggered you. I really wappriciate what you wrong but am too drugged to replay properly. Even this took me 10 mins to replay.

I am seeking all the help I can get despite my isstreaum pressure. Some staff are great the otters make me desperately wan to get out of here but I have been seriously warned that I will be locked up if I don't comply with treatment. this only makes me more rfightened .

I am drowning here.