Thank you guys SO MUCH for all the support you're giving me I'm grateful for being here with you all. I almost feel like I don't deserve you. I guess I just don't know what to do with my life... my future is uncertain, and frankly at time I almost feel like I don't care. That's why I'm aksing what's the point, I guess. Not to mentions I'm stressed because of university... I'll try to find some distractions. But it won't be easy. I feel like I'm just avoiding my problems and not facing reality. Either way, thank you all so much. You're all wonderful people and you don't deserve to suffer, not even a little. Sending many hugs to everyone