I found your post and all subsequent posts close to home.
Through a very difficult time in my life, I kept having these repetitive dreams that someone was outside my windows of my house watching me. Not sure who it was, in the next to last dream it was a young dark-haired girl who for some strange reason, in my dream, had been a soccer player. I had read a book on dreams trying to find a way to make them stop. The book I read said to confront the person watching you and tell them to leave you alone. It also said that dreams of someone watching you was warning you. I confronted the girl and my dreams and the dreams stopped. I went to the window, pulled the shade, and told her to leave me alone. A few months later I was arrested for DUI by a cop that followed me home to a local pub - I was less than a quarter mile from my home. He was watching the pub. Coincidence? Possible? Divine intervention - I think that is also possible. I'm not here to say it was spiritual but, I do know it was a sign.
And then there are times I think series of events are signs that something in your life needs to change. I think when something throws pebbles at you and you don't listen, they throw rocks, then boulders, until you WAKE UP.
Upon arriving back from Houston, TX visiting family on October 29:
My mom tells me a neighborhood kid totaled my $3200.00 4 wheeler.
The next day my truck battery is dead.
My boyfriend and I go back on a drinking binge due to the "stress"
The monday before thanksgiving, I cut an artery in my ankle on a piece of glass and could have possibly bled to death.
Early in December I had a dream about an electrical explosion and a tornado near my home. Nobody was injured but, it was a sign, IMO, that things were about to come to a head.
December 4, my boyfriend and I got into an argument that became physical and I ended up asking him to move out and had to file an injunction to create distance.
Still healing from the cut artery.
Then, they thought I had a staph infection in the ankle from the wound.
My horse that I had for 22 years died on 12/12/07 (8 days after the relationship ended - we were engaged by the way).
I became chronically depressed to the point where I would just be sitting at my desk and start crying for no reason.
I was still drinking.
I think all of it was a sign from a higher power, or perhaps someone watching out for me telling me I needed a life change.
Eventually it sunk in, and I made some changes.
I guess it's all in how you perceive it. I think it was divine intervention. They threw pebbles first, and when I didn't listen, I got rocks & boulders.
I do believe in supernatural presence. But, it's just from personal opinion. Some may just look at that as a good run of bad luck.
I have really enjoyed reading about all of your experiences. I've had unpleasant dreams too, and always took them as a warning. I'm really glad you started this strand coralproper.
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