Things are hard for us. heck its harder for us than other people. but you cant give up. you MUST care about you because you posted. thats a good sign. I hope this finds you in a better state of mind. and know that I am always available to talk.

My private email is colleenthomas819@yahoo.com - and it goes directly to my blackberry. im not always on the boards, but i always care. ive been there - done that. things do get better. maybe we can help you sort through your troubles. when you share youre burden it lets somebody else carry half the weight.

Waiting for my turn to hold some.......

Colleen