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Old Feb 02, 2019, 08:38 PM
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Originally Posted by winter loneliness View Post
That is wonderful that you have such a supportive husband. You are very lucky.
Thank you! I agree! To be honest, and I think many here will attest, he hasn’t always been supportive. A few years ago we almost divorced and that was only because he couldn’t handle the behavior surrounding my illness. But, I have seen a total 180 and, while he does drive me bonkers because he wants total control when I’m not well, I can generally recognize it’s because he really does want the best for me. I have always loved him and I think he’s always loved me, my illness just overcame him. And, I’d be lying if I didn’t admit I worry it can happen again. But, I’m taking it one day at a time.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now

Tori Amos ~ Crucify

Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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