I'm so sorry you've been through all of this, likeintherain Please stay away from these guys as much as you can. From what you've wrote, they sound really dangerous. If they're still stalking you, please call the police as soon as you can. Stay safe and take care of yourself. Be careful. This sounds like a very dangerous situation. Do you see a therapist? Maybe that could help. I feel like you may need it after all of this. I'm so sorry, please don't give up. Feel free to PM me anytime. Let me know if I can do something to help you. Sending many hugs to you