Last night was night 2 of my sleep med. I slept about 13 1/2 hours. My mom called this morning trying to get me and the kids to church (hubs had to work). I told her I wasn’t sure because I didn’t know what would happen if I freaked out. She said she’d stay on standby (I’m currently not driving and she had already been to the early service). So that’s what we did. I didn’t make it in time to take the kids to kids church because we were already 10 minutes late so It didn’t happen. My youngest wasn’t happy about that but she had to suck it up. I did fine. I guess I will go back to work tomorrow. I am sick about it though. Absolutely sick. I’m crying for no reason just because of my mood and I feel like work is the last thing I need. At the same time however, I feel like I’ll never be ready to go back to work so at least for the time being I’ll suck it up. Mom says not to look at it like that. She says if I need off to take it. I’m still not sure what to do. I think for now I may just nap.