Sorry...I really don’t know what to say. I bailed on my situation as soon as I could like 18-19. I survived. Even though getting through life without direction ....I happened to still be at it at 51.

The only thing that was important was to always stay working.

The relief from the grief though was well worth the escape. I’d rather go hungry then let a soul sucking vampire feed on my sanity thank-you.

Good luck and we hope it gets better for you.