I ticked the spiky porcipine option. It's ****ing difficult work. It derails my life (even if that was a car crash to start with).I've negative transference to her. I rage against her methods as too harsh.

But I keep on going. I'm open to her, even if I struggle with articulating it, I trust her to be there. I'm looking forward to my next session.

So maybe it is also a safe place to land.