Still IP. Still 'crazy'. Crying a lot. Feel trapped in my room but they wont let me out. Sill scared but less so. I guess the AP's are working. I am desperate to leave. Like a rat in a cage. Maybe if I keep my cool for a couple of days they will let me go. They need empty bed anyway. I was admitted voluntarily so I should be able to go when I want. Apparently I was a Sui...mess last night. I don't recall . See my pdoc soo and see what her says.

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