Ramble away, Sweet Pea. Sometimes that helps. That's the way I used to begin my therapy sessions because I didn't know any other way to start out. And if I were you I would seriously consider the suggestion above about your caring and empathy with people. If, for example, you had chosen computer programming as your major, I personally would wonder..... Just a thought from this one individual who doesn't really know you but has seen many of your posts.

Please keep posting on this if you feel able to.