Saw my pdoc doc and he is getting another psychiatrist opinion on me, which is weird cause he got one yesterday. He seems to be scared I will harm myself as I told him my plan and intent to do this within a week if nothing changed.

In Aus is is called 'being formed' under the mental HA. They are coming back in in two hours. It take two psychiatrist to approve being sectioned so I am terrified that is what they are doing. The public hospital her is a disgrace. I cannot bear to be in on.

What can I do? Act sane?. Run away? or accept my fate and let them hold me for 72 hours. It is one of those hospitals that is so dank, dirty and full of crazy far above me that it will certainly be traumatising.

Maybe I need to go to save my life. Maybe it will just make me worse?