Being escorted police would be awful. I can only imagine. I am thinking a bit clearer. So why now? I guess I have had with life and my doctor sees that and is very concerned. I told him my plans and that it was imminent. I also said this ward is too easy to get out of should I want tp act. It is a joke. He looked distressed for the first time. I just hope the other psychiatrist and him can help me without seeing him to another hospital.